Bah not working again for a bit, if ever - well I will see one or two of my regulars again but I dunno, I think Soapy Suzie can be put away til Spring as was supposed to happen a while back. I'm just not in the right mind set and daft as it seems I like to be wholly proffessional, I bath in scented oils that arouse passionate feelings and I go into my job whole-heartedly thinking nothing of my Honey and everything of my client's pleasure ... but lately I've just felt guilt and insecurity, never attractive qualities!
So if you'd like to read a normal, everyday blog about a lady who works in an office then keep reading, otherwise there's always that Billie Piper program on the TV!
Oh I'm definately going to lose my second job, it's for a construction company - ah well, it was too much hassle anyway. I've come to an arrangement with my boss, I'll stay til they can no longer pay me then I leave on good terms and if the work picks up it's an option to go back, but I was working too much anyway so better me than some poor sod with kids and no other form of income.
Finally in my life as it stands, I have a headache - how dull but really ruling my life today!