So I saw the married guy yesterday - decided I was simply offering a service, it was him cheatng on his wife not me and I was NOT going to feel guilty! (But I was relieved to see two single beds in their bedroom all the same!)

I wasn't at all nervous this time, just told myself he obviously wanted me or he wouldn't be paying and I am obviously worth paying for ... I've repeated that mantra since the last time and it must have worked coz I just went right in there and took control.

And just like the last he was an absolute honey, very sweet, very polite - happy to chat about the price of petrol etc. and just kept gazing at me as if he was the luckiest guy alive! Infact I'm not sure I'm normally told how gorgeous I am as many times in a month as I was in an hour yesterday afternoon. He just kept saying "wow" a lot and he's definately going to book me again (so long as I'm willing - so polite!)

Anyway, again nothing too gross, I did kiss him which I really didn't like, not kissed a man other than my boyfriend since we started going out but I figured it's real life not "Pretty Woman" so I just got on with it and thought of my bloke's face when we can finally afford a house. Other than that it was a massage, a hand-job and posing with my tummy sucked in a lot while he looked on in admiration - not really a bad way to earn £100 in an hour.

The money's spent already - had to pay for electric and gas this week (wish I could afford a windmill!) but it was nice being able to just about afford to pay for it without putting it on the credit card! I think I'll probably be doing an hour or two a week from now on - might as well while I've still got the sort of body that make's middle aged blokes jaws drop! - wish it worked for my boyfriend as well!!!

So anyway I'd better go back to my real life again - back to £9 an hour in an office for the next few days, it does seem a very paltry sum compared to my other job doesn't it?!